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yesterday i called Gerard Butler, Berard Gutler & thus Chiky & I were hysterical in front of the counter of 7E. that was the first thing i remembered when i woke up this morning.

raya is around the corner, & i am not looking forward to it at all. first of all raya has been depressing ever since we moved out after the grands passed away. and this year is more depressing to not have Steffi around in our matching baju kurung. i'm just looking forward for the money which will fund my trip with the crew. food is not a wow factor anymore because i've gained weight during the fasting month!

maybe i'm faulty. maybe i am the wrong model number. maybe i'll sit on the shelve in the store covered in dust.