been spending most of my time in front of the learning channel rather than playing with kids my age outside; poking sticks at ugly people or hopscotch on the streets. if you think you're lifeless, seriously honey... check me out!
my fascination with the outer space has been taken up a notch as my dreams now consists of supernovas, meteorites, revolving planets... is it too late to study astro engineering? (is there even such a thing?) i wanna become an astronaut. i think dying in space is a serene thing. a lone ranger in space; floating among infinities. whoa super awesome!
been thinking too much about the end as morbid as it may sound but i've been getting so many hunches this past couple of months that something HUGE is about to happen. good or bad but HUGE & life changing. the weather has been so fucked up all over the world that i'm predicting a major mother nature disaster. strange as it seems i am taking this waaaaaaaay too lightly for any sane person's liking. maybe because i had never been in the eye of a tornado, or floated around in a wooden raft during a flash flood... but i've accepted the fact that the earth now hates us and wants to kill us. i completely understand that because if everyone were to fuck with me, i would wanna kill them all too. on a brighter note, all this natural disasters could possibly allow me to chase a tornado before i die. i wanna do that; running away from something super awesome that can KILL you. i can imagine the adrenaline rush that would bring! but of course dying among spiraling animals & wood chippings from nearby barns is depressing as hell. no, i still wanna die floating in space.
i remembered once on the way home my cousin was telling me he had 2 different friends who had a dream about the exact same thing. that the KL/PJ area was on fire & fireballs were dropping like meatballs from the sky. the scene is like an advertising campaign for super awesome godlike meatballs, no? but we will eventually die in the burning terrain in the city. although burning or drowning to death is a scary thing but since everyone is going through it, why not spend one last thing together with the rest of humanity?
still my theory goes that when an asteroid is about to hit earth, we should all go outside; stare at the glowing sky as death approaches us & hold hands. a kodak moment for God. *flash*
my fascination with the outer space has been taken up a notch as my dreams now consists of supernovas, meteorites, revolving planets... is it too late to study astro engineering? (is there even such a thing?) i wanna become an astronaut. i think dying in space is a serene thing. a lone ranger in space; floating among infinities. whoa super awesome!
been thinking too much about the end as morbid as it may sound but i've been getting so many hunches this past couple of months that something HUGE is about to happen. good or bad but HUGE & life changing. the weather has been so fucked up all over the world that i'm predicting a major mother nature disaster. strange as it seems i am taking this waaaaaaaay too lightly for any sane person's liking. maybe because i had never been in the eye of a tornado, or floated around in a wooden raft during a flash flood... but i've accepted the fact that the earth now hates us and wants to kill us. i completely understand that because if everyone were to fuck with me, i would wanna kill them all too. on a brighter note, all this natural disasters could possibly allow me to chase a tornado before i die. i wanna do that; running away from something super awesome that can KILL you. i can imagine the adrenaline rush that would bring! but of course dying among spiraling animals & wood chippings from nearby barns is depressing as hell. no, i still wanna die floating in space.
i remembered once on the way home my cousin was telling me he had 2 different friends who had a dream about the exact same thing. that the KL/PJ area was on fire & fireballs were dropping like meatballs from the sky. the scene is like an advertising campaign for super awesome godlike meatballs, no? but we will eventually die in the burning terrain in the city. although burning or drowning to death is a scary thing but since everyone is going through it, why not spend one last thing together with the rest of humanity?
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