served single with a side of insanity

i dunno.
i don't know.
i dunno.
i don't know.

today felt almost torturous. the strike of midnight led to chaos on my part as i see things with a little different perspective. the toss and turn was almost worth it if i was bloody certain. the struggle to concentrate and keeping my head afloat was a burden. my cheeks hurt from lying in awkward positions. i swore time cheated me seconds at a time. i tripped and tumbled on cracks a few times in less than 8 hours. did you drug me in my sleep?

the anxiety attack is back again.

and this time, i know why.

just ask the question; come untie the knot