suitable music

and i started looking for a warning sign...

so i guess it has come to this. the words are now pouring out like an unstoppable force before i have proper moments to pause and take a breather. i'm admitting to things i usually don't and i feel a bit elevated from where i am sitting/lying. i am beginning to like this for what its worth. no expectations, no negativity. this has got to be the largest grain of salt i'm taking. slowly the degree is shifting and i'm completely stunned and gave up trying to read this fortune any further. wow just wow. i'm just gonna take it and go! haha.
no point writing all this bottled up sense of wow-wow-whee and fa-la-la-la-la's because nothing is sadder than a very over-excited happy note. there's always this sense of fear inside of me that when everything melts into butter and swirls into the gutter (i made a rhyme hey!), there's nothing worst than reading back those happy notes knowing that there can never be a happy ending. i'll feel stupid writing about it after. i'm keeping this fa-la-la-la-la's in my own happy jar thanks :)

off to class.