trying to move within the labyrinth

wow. the series of events today leaves me taking a few breathers and still... WTF is going on here?!
did i somehow manage to piss off the wrong people from the underworld for them to bring me such predictable failures and mutilated individuals who obviously needs an intensive treatment from the psychology department. wow. just WOW.
maybe i should have continued pursuing psychology. is this some kind of a cosmo sign that i am destined to be surrounded by lifeless fucktards who are destined to somehow colide with my future, making me into a magnet of lies and deceit. an episode of oprah thought me that pathological liars are thought of as a disease. god. and no i don't feel sorry for you. i'll feel sorry for cancer but lying as a disease?? that is just so messed up.
the ideology behind it is so amazing. the lines are drawn, connected and we sat at the table concluding these bunch of sad sods as spoiled brats who THINKS they should exaggerate their current lavishness to prove something. so yes we know you are stinking rich but you don't need to say you sucked prince harry's balls back in college!
don't these people have their own individuality and personality? i mean why make them up? i understand if you are lacking things and maybe like how Stef and i used to always talk about our studio loft apartment in NYC so confidently because these are probably dreams too good to be true (we are kidding of course. wishful thinking people), but still you have the world at your feet... why fabricate things just because its logical for people of your upbringing to do?
help me out here cause i seriously don't understand :(

my consciousness is slowly fading away. fuck it i'm gonna use the wrong reasons now for my own benefit. i believe i deserve this. (read about Twatters)