i don't like saying you because by saying you means i'm specifically saying these things about someone and i rather not because there's just too many questions so can i just generalize the topic in order for other people to wonder? because really i am kind of talking about a person who may or maynot exist in the first place. being non-existent does not mean he's imaginary; unlike this other person i know who has a few to boast i don't have any. so the reason why i say maybe existing its because they may be that person you're thinking about or they may be not. get it? no? okay nevermind. so anyway its been a stressful week and its getting lighter as the days pass. i literally crashed in bed before 9 after running through the rain, eating 2 sections of baked cheese pasta and a bowl of ice cream. i was angry today to the point if things spiralled even more downwards i would need a screaming booth and a box of Kleenex. the night before was spent crouching behind a tree with a snail watching me while waiting to pounce on Miriam. we had pizza under the cloudy skies and told ghost stories in the park <3
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somtimes i hesitate. just because i know you're watching. and i don't wanna sort things out because i don't wanna be in that same position i was in not too long ago. and the worst thing that could happen would be doubting myself all over again.
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