late night blogging

late night blogging in the pitch black darkness; sitting cross-legged was what i used to do on a daily basis back when i was still using xanga. still i am kinda edgy with the fact that i cannot import my xanga into this account. if someone knows how please let me know. the instructions found on google are just damn complicated and mostly involves wordpress. i am not so much of a computer geek; but trust me... at the rate i'm going i might as well be.

the hair wax on my hair is annoying and i cannot be fucked to stick my head under running water in the sink at almost 2AM. sometimes i hate heading out because i am too darn lazy to wait for the straightener to heat up and sweat in front of the mirror trying to get the hawk to stand up on my head. so i rather stay at home and look ugly.

today was quite a random day. my cousin pauline from London came to visit. my mom went to lunch with her and so they brought home food for me. banana leaf man!!! :D and we talked for a bit but really my head was too occupied with my report in front of me. then Ryan the neighbor called and as usual wanted something random from me. the last few times were old cds and a baby carrier. this time was something a bit normal - a thick belt. apparently he's filming something -_-

you know what, i think this whole blogging about my daily life is not working out. haha baru one entry dah give up. maybe i just don't feel too narcissistic about myself :P

Narcissism describes the trait of excessive self-love based on self-image or ego, as well as lack of empathy for others.

The term is derived from the Greek mythology of Narcissus. Narcissus was a handsome Greek youth who rejected the desperate advances of the nymph Echo. As punishment, he was doomed to fall in love with his own reflection in a pool of water. Unable to consummate his love, Narcissus pined away and changed into a flower that bears his name, the narcissus.

In psychology and psychiatry, excessive narcissism is recognized as a severe personality disorder. The terms narcissism, narcissistic, andnarcissist are often used as pejoratives, denoting vanity, conceit, egotism or simple selfishness. Applied to a social group, it is sometimes used to denote elitism or an indifference to the plight of others.