not me

the mojo in the water went bad. i am disappointed.

i have never regretted anything in my entire life but this has the potential to break the clean streak. sometimes i ponder upon the fact as to why i put myself in such position to tolerate such crap. i don't need the extra attention despite my miserable state i've landed myself. maybe for once i would like to be in your shoes just to make sure i've made the right choice coming this far.

i miss the feeling of completely letting go. i used to do that. now i just can't.