i feel like the boy in this relationship (or lack of)
i am worried that i am not worried about whatever happened.
i find it strange that you have somewhat a weird fascination towards me that makes you think you could control or have a say with what i do.
i'm sorry but i see no long-term plans with someone like you for the reasons above.
most nights got me thinking about how it all started and i have no choice but to place a pillow on my face and scream.
not because i regretted it but because it was going against my principles.
so yes i have been trying to avoid seeing you simply because i am afraid that you are expecting more with every visit.
and yet, i still answer your phone calls.
i am worried that i am not worried about whatever happened.
i find it strange that you have somewhat a weird fascination towards me that makes you think you could control or have a say with what i do.
i'm sorry but i see no long-term plans with someone like you for the reasons above.
most nights got me thinking about how it all started and i have no choice but to place a pillow on my face and scream.
not because i regretted it but because it was going against my principles.
so yes i have been trying to avoid seeing you simply because i am afraid that you are expecting more with every visit.
and yet, i still answer your phone calls.
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