monkey

i woke up empty. then i remembered our small conversation over cigarettes outside. it must be really obvious because i could tell you were trying to make me kick it and smile. you told me things i wanted to hear making me less of a fool and more braver. i'm glad we still have something in common. looking at your life right now when not too long ago this was happening to you, you've done pretty well and maybe it will someday brighten for me. fingers-crossed.

am i starting to grow another head or something?