lady drama

photographer Renam Christofoletti captured the drama about an uneasy relationship between two women against a bare white wall in this dramatic black&white photo session.

this is for us, Anya Roslan

werewolves should not wear clothes...

once you see love, you will forever be blinded

Signe Vilstrup

smoking is only sexy when you are sexy without it to begin with.

i like girls

Megan Fox for Interview magazine by Craig McDean

yesterday i read about porn star Sasha Grey who's acting in this indie flick as a call girl (such a cliche role for a pornstar) and then i saw her fully naked with a chick. so i went on IMDB and found out she was my age and that her bra size was a 32B. i then i felt so fat & so unsexually attractive as compared to her. fair enough she's a porn star but hell, if i looked like her i'll be a porn star too!

boys for me and boys for boys

Kai Z Feng; Shanghai photographer based in London.

spot my boys from Skins ;)

i just jizzed in my skinnies but because they are so tight/sprayed-on (oh Jaime, you are my favorite Topshop item!), i managed to de-jizz. does that make any sense?

sniff the trail out

terry richardson for diesel jeans

it is possible to state the obvious and still get the response you want? i was wondering because that didn't seem to work for me.

sexy blood is liquid sex

Dsquared fall/winter 2010/11 fashion show - Milan Menswear Fashion Week

i drooled blood because my saliva went dry.

london stick

i'm following him on Twitter. & if he follows me back, i'll feel fucking epic.

what to (hopefully) expect in 2010

with the new year creeping in less than 10 hours, i've compiled a list of things i want to expect in the coming year. some may make no sense what-so-ever but you'll never know when they might actually happen. this year for example, we didn't think Michael Jackson will die nor will America elect a black president. so here's a list for i-told-you-so purposes in case it really happens and you know i was the first to come up with them.

1. Megan Fox sex tape: this shameless vixen is not shy that she's into sex. A LOT. as she has openly admitted to magazine interviews since she appeared in Transformers. so yes, a Megan Fox sex tape with preferably someone hotter than Brian Austin would be better. or some girl-on-girl action (read: lesbian tendencies surfacing)

2. Daniel Radcliffe coming out of the closet: not that i was ever a HUGE fan of this actor nor do i despite him to the highest degree, but he somewhat gives me a gay vibe since he first appeared. maybe its a British thing, but still... Harry Potter gay? now that would be cool. plus the parents' of HP fans' reaction would be almost priceless.

3. Religious themed movies: in 2008 up until 2009, most of the blockbuster movies revolved around the ideology of the ending and dying world with hidden environmental messages for us mankind to start saving the planet before we are all doomed to die tragically (The Day the Earth Stood Still, 20120, Avatar...). so i'm predicting there would be more religious themed movies to scare us with the impending doom. probably movies revolving more on the 7 deadly sins would be awesome or something more DaVinci-esque.

4. Dungarees would be in again: okay maybe it will look much more fashionable with better fits and colors. people are starting to wear those suspenders again with jeans, shorts and even skirts. so i don't see why dungarees isn't happening.

5. The Wham hair-do will be cool: okay so maybe i'm being a bit bias because i'm currently digging the hair. with my hair growing almost 10% there, i am lacking options to style it. thus the Wham-do. but you'll see, all the cool people will have it...

6. The big bang in the Indie & Electro scene: listening to MTV & Radio fed music will no longer be cool which would lead to many turning to podcasts and going for more gigs. which in time will bring radio and tv to start playing Noah & The Whale. then what? we will start dusting off our cassette players and start listening to A1, Spice Girls & Five again, thats what!

7. Nokia what? Samsung what?: everyone will either own Iphones or blackberries. the pandemic is starting now.

8. Alcohol pills: shots? yeah sure... lemme grab some water first. why bother with the messy liquid in crowded clubs where you can't hold a table long enough before people start bumping into you. and pity that guy who has to stay by the table keeping tabs on ALL the women handbags and to guard the drinks from desperate and snicky patrons. let everyone have fun; pop a few alcohol pills and you're good to go!

9. i'm not cheating, i'm just casually dating: with the abundance of males and females to choose from to have a good time, people are less willing to be tied down thus everyone will be casually dating everyone else with not much of an exclusivity.

10. nothing will surprise you anymore: the rise of violent crimes, drastic fashion trends, errectic weather forecasts, boys kissing boys, girls kissing girls, boys in high heels, bald girls, models coming up with albums, suicidal celebrities... its old news. what more can we ask for? i'm already expecting snow in my back yard in the middle of the hottest season of the year in KL. and i'm already expecting Miley Cyrus with a DUI & exiting her car without any panties on. so i think in 2010 we will be calmer people as we can easily shrug things off. or in all extreme-ends there would be those close-minded freaks who are ALWAYS there to spoil the fun. again, what IS new?

pre-2009 end

i got so turned on by these pictures. sexy much? there's one body i could never see myself achieving despite wanting it since Lindsay Lohan's Over video came out. with the dieting and 2-year period at the gym unable to get as far, i quit half way knowing i was happier choking down super sandwiches, chocolicious sundaes & chicken wings. this year led to an all-time high on food binging with the company of fat-friends; thus the failure of looking as smashing as i could be. sigh. let bygones be bygones.
with the end almost only a few boxes away on the calendar, i am scrambling to compare this year and the last. and it's true, this year is definitely better than the last (so far, at least).

oinkers!

rihanna for GQ


all i want for christmas is to have a banging body like hers. and maybe a hot guy to make full use of said banging body :) please&thankyou!

my Veronica Mars marathon officially ended with me now stuck with nothing good in comparison to Skins and Vmars to watch. those two are by far the most interesting shows ever made in relation to other snoozefest tv series which have caused me heartburns and possibly the rise and fall of my blood pressure. should i go back to Dexter? maybe...
so a few things have happened this past couple of days. my work is finally getting published and i got new job offers to do. plus the fact that a few good people are finally back into my life. so yay me!

beer & cigarettes

greg manis

i'm a hypocrite for putting up too many fashion shots even though i clearly mentioned that it was not my thing. & i remembered me saying i hated fashion because it stresses me out.

well it is my thing now because i cannot run away from beautiful things.

i feel like having a beer. despite not really liking it. and a few drags despite breathing heavily this morning. most importantly i wanna look like THAT with a beer and cigarette in hand instead of looking like a hot chubby mess.

rough around the edges nudity

Lindsay Lohan for Muse Magazine

a little raunchy and steamy picture mix for a thursday morning viewing pleasure. the raunchiness of current pic mixes does have it's own hidden agenda. an agenda not worth getting too much into it just in case one of these days somebody decides to use them against me. but lets just say it makes one doubt the existence of one's own current principles to begin with.
this week has been a mix of annoyance, stress and undeserving relaxation treats. plenty to be done and yet i have more than enough time to take naps in between everything i've been doing. oh and also squeezing in Starbucks time with boys & music. i should complain less and live more. but that living part is a bit hard to do when even this fast paced super life most 21-something peers of mine are living is getting a little bit too mundane. which leaves me asking the question whether i am growing old too fast. perhaps that is the case but i've only started doing most of this come late 2008. yup a year of nonsense and principle breaking activities and i'm aready tired and burnt out. amazing, every parent should use me as an example of a trophy child. unlike most of my peers; and i'm using peers meaning people i actually know personally without making any assumptions whatsoever; are actually introduced to this lifestyle even when i was still roaming the school halls in 1.5 inches of heels making sure the other students are quiet. maybe i squeezed in too many situations into a short period making it a crash course or condensed version if you want. with so many things have been done it makes me wonder what is left for me to do? the excitement of experimentation with illegal and sorta-legal substances is to the very minimal leaving me off to face the seriousness of life right now. how boring. anyone up to donating 100k to my personal fund just so i can travel and perhaps dive off a plane for fun? see, now i would have to turn to the extreme to satisfy this thirst. whats next?

alice dellal is my new obsession

sam crawford

epitome of giving the middle finger to the ordinary.
we are who we let ourselves to be.